Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The streak is alive
Potatoes, revisited
The good and the bad
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Christmas break
Prednisone update
Saturday, December 26, 2009
OMG Potatoes!
Weaning off Prednisone
Friday, December 25, 2009
I will myself to do this.
Wow, it's been almost a week
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Mango Allergy Confirmed
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
No big news
Monday, December 21, 2009
Food Saver
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Walking
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Groceries
Dinner Party Update
Friday, December 18, 2009
Dinner Party
Happy Birthday Tim
Good news
Thursday, December 17, 2009
The facts are the facts
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
The damage
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Carrying Around Extra Baggage
I am traveling now for something professional and had the urge to look somewhat professional. This meant that I ditched the $2.50 backpack I got from Target* for the trip and decided to use a nicer, over the shoulder bag. It does look really nice but it is not as comfortable (and probably not good for my back…I despise heels and won’t sacrifice my comfort for those, but cute bags are my weakness…but I digress…).
On the way here, I had a stack of unread People and Cooking Light magazines in my bag. Today, I left them at home. On the way to my panel in the morning, I had a full water bottle and stack of 10ish proposals, each about 30-50 or so pages long as well as a full water bottle. As I walked to the Metro, I was thinking I had made a terrible decision to bring this bag. It was annoyingly heavy and uncomfortable!
Over the course of the day, I drank all the water and ended up leaving the proposals behind (they shred them after they are reviewed in the interest of confidentiality). This meant on the way home I only had my computer, my Kindle, and my purse in my bag. OMG, it made so so much of a difference! Seriously! So so so much lighter.
A liter of water weighs 2.5ish pounds. If you’re generous, the bottle and carabineer are a pound. I have no idea how much 400 pieces of paper weigh, but probably about 5 lbs. Together these things weigh less than 10 lbs. It’s really not much but at the same time it made a world of difference like you would not even believe. I felt like I barely even noticed the bag I was carrying around anymore.
On the way home I thought to myself, “Wow, I have lost 40-45 lbs.” (depending on the day) I don’t think about it that much or that often, but that THAT IS A LOT for my body to carry around on a daily basis. I am sure that the wear and tear on my body as a result was beyond significant. However I never thought about it. I can verify that now I feel better and I am sure that part of it is just because I have so much less weight to tote around. I really only thought about how much physical weight that actually is today. Usually I think about it in terms of progress, just as a metric.
I have, depending on the calculations, 80-100 more to lose. That is a ton. That is like carrying around a fourth grader on my back all day, everyday. Could you imagine? So much extra baggage.
I need to shed this baggage. Putting things into some perspective that I can understand or relate to (e.g., I have lost 8 bags of sugar) is startling, and really really amazing. However, it is humbling when I think of how much I have to go (16-20 bags of sugar….dang). If carrying just 10 or so fewer pounds in my bag makes a difference, imagine how much of a difference losing 80 lbs will be.
*Yes this bag cost literally $2.50. It was originally $10, but I got it on clearance for 75% off.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Blood pressure
This is my life
Not on track
Friday, December 4, 2009
RIP Candy Dish
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Tootsie Roll
Clothing Hit List
On the mend?
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Bummer, dude.
Challenge final update
Thanksgiving
Monday, November 30, 2009
Bummed out
Thursday, November 26, 2009
A (sorely needed) Victory!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Should I stay or should I go?
Where I have been...
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Mine Field
Friday, November 20, 2009
Don't know what to do next!
- It's like the initial weight loss all over again. When people start to lose weight, the first 5-10 pounds fall off so so quickly.
- I started to exercise again after an almost 3 week time off of that. My body's metabolism could be really revved up.
- I am eating a lot more fruits and somewhat more veggies than usual. Maybe something do with that?
- It could just be a fluke (but I don't really think so -- 1-3 lbs can be a fluke; 5 lbs is starting to be "real" weight I think).
I made it?
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Challenge update.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Oh yeah...
5 lbs by November 30?
- It represents the lowest weight I've been on this journey. I think the first time it might have been a fluke though.
- I think 5 lbs in 2 weeks is doable given that I haven't been working on this in awhile. My body should let the weight go, especially with a sudden increase in activity level.
- Why not be ambitious?
Great News - I can exercise again!
Monday, November 16, 2009
And, she punts.
Idea
Feeling hopeful...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Overdue Hiking Post - Glory Hole
First of all I had read this is an easy hike. I would kind of agree, but also disagree would caution future hikers/guidebook writers not to mistake "short" and "easy". The hike is relatively short (~2 miles round trip), but it is STEEP and the trail is really beat up -- you really need to watch for potholes or you will roll your ankle, guaranteed. It is worth the trip though. Let me start at the beginning.
The trail is not easy to find unless you absolutely know what you are looking for. The directions say to look for a split in the road and 5.7 miles from the split, look for a barn with an "E" on the side of it. I was expecting a hugely painted E -- the E is not small, but it is pretty modestly sized. Nothing at all like a full-sized Coca Cola ad or anything of that magnitude, but still big enough to see. Heaven help future hikers finding this trail if the owners of the barn decide to paint over that E! You are then supposed to pull over and park across from the "house". Let me say that to use the term house on the structure that this trail is across from is pretty generous. It is a structure to be certain, but use your imagination to come up with a stereotypical vision of what you would picture as an Arkansas house, and sadly that would be about what this "house" looked like. When I get into rural Arkansas (which is usually only when I go hiking or kayaking), I am amazed at the poverty. It is really quite startling.
Back on topic...I saw there were 10-12 cars pulled off to the side of the road and figured I must be in the right place. I thought for sure this couldn't be a good idea to park like this but I did it anyway since I had driven about 2 hours to get to this place. Turns out my car was fine.
The hike down is not a huge deal. It probably takes about 1/2 hour or so. It is noticably steep though. I had to say it made me nervous to hike back while taking this huge drop in elevation on the way down there.
The trail ends pretty abruptly. Thankfully, there was a group of hikers down at the bottom who told me that this, indeed, was the end of the trail. From the end of the trail, you are able to clearly see the hole through which the water falls (if you know to look for it that is).
From the hole, though, it is a non-trivial (but short) hike to get to the falls itself.
The hike up? Let's just say it sucked. And the people who said it was 2 miles back? That seems about right. I could not find online the elevation gain on the trail, but it was so significant, especially for someone from the flatlands of Northwest Ohio. I was glad I had my 32 oz waterbottle with me, and a gallon of water in the car. I think I had about 80 oz of water during/immediately after this hike -- and it was only about 65ish degrees (which, incidentally, I am convinced is the perfect weather for hiking)!
My final verdict on this hike is that it is really nice, but not worth a 2 hr drive. If you're in the area, absolutely stop in. If you can couple this with another hike in the area, do it. However, don't just drive 4 hrs round trip to see this. Perhaps my expectations were too high, but I do have to say this hike left me a little disappointed. However, I got to listen to 3 episodes of This American Life, so it wasn't so bad afterall :)
Terrible day with a Glimmer of Hope
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Bed Rest
Friday, November 13, 2009
Random Bullets of Crap
- I am back within my control limits (257.8), but barely.
- I am losing muscle and gaining fat. Fat up by about 2% to 52.5% and muscle down from 22._% to 21.5%. Sad, especially since I am gaining weight AND the percentages are changing.
- Being an engineer, I am a metrics/measurement person. This is a blessing and a curse.
- I think I might need to go back to the counselor. This is all really bumming me out.
- I am tired of hurting.
- I wish I knew what the outlook was from here.
- I know people lose weight by modifying their food only (i.e., not exercising), but I have no idea how. I suck at eating well, but excel at exercising. I think it is because I enjoy exercise.
- This break really makes me want to be more ambitious when I am feeling well again. Not sure exactly what that means but I would like to do something big and measurable (e.g., a half marathon -- though I don't think my knees approve of that quite yet). Maybe I will take up cycling and do a long organized ride. (Cycling is supposed to be good for your back)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Top o the Mornin'
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Terrible day
Quickie
- I finally have a diagnosis on my back: degenerative disc disease. The bottom part of my L4 is going.
- I changed PCPs from my jerk doctor who I can't stand and actively avoid to one that I have a personal recommendation on (and who is female!)
- My eating has been terrible. Not focusing on it.
- My brother and my mom have each saved me from going on food benders, on two consecutive days. David talked me out of the candy aisle at Target, and mom helped me walk away from the Ben and Jerry's at Walmart.
- Feeling pretty down here, and overall malaise. Something needs to change.
- The worst one: I haven't been able to exercise normally for almost 3 weeks now. This native is most assuredly restless.