Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I have so many ideas for posts, but I lack the motivation to write them. Also I am really not feeling the idea of going to work but I have way too much to do so I need to get going. I don't want to post, I don't want to work, I don't want to do much of anything. I have the biggest case of the blahs, seasoned with a tinge of sadness. I hope this doesn't put me over the edge today, on a day where I am already eating out twice (taking my class to lunch to celebrate the end of the semester, and then going to a girls' night for one of the people in the office who is retiring).

Today is not the day to deal with feeling sad by gorging.
Today is not the day to deal with feeling overwhelmed by stuffing myself.
Today is not the day to deal with feeling like a loser by pigging out.

I can do this. Breathe in, breathe out, get breakfast, get dressed, and get to work. Hope the momentum pushes me through.


  1. Just keep thinking about your goal, do your best, recognize if you make a mistake but don't kill yourself over it. You can do it, you're one of the most motivated people I know! Even if you don't feel like it today, it's okay we all have off days.

  2. The problem is that the "day off" is more like "2 months off". Grr. I am just pretty down lately.


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